So just TELL me already!

A couple of nights ago, while I was wandering through the living room on my way ot the kitchen for orange juice, I noticed that the time on the fios box read 11:11. I thought it rather odd and went my way. Then one morning I stumbled out of the bed room and into the living room to check the time and there is was 11:11. I thought "huh" and thought no more about it. Until the third time I saw the time as 11:11 on the living room box. By this time, it was starting to get weird and then, last night as I went into the craft room to turn off my desk lamp, I glanced up and..... you guessed it. 11:11.

OK. Now I'm spooked. First it was winged things and now this 11:11 stuff. So I googled it. yep you can google 11:11 and what did I learn? Angels. Yep. 11:11 is my angels ways of reminding me that they are there. At least that's what the site said. Angels or Spirit Guardians. It makes sense. I am a great believer in Angels and my family has a group of them that take good care of us. I am always talking to them, sometimes aloud, thanking them for all they do. I try not to ask too much. I rarely ask for a parking spot and occasionally I will ask them to help me find something as I start to rev myself up into the ridiculous OCD I develop when I'm looking for something that eludes. I don't ask for them to help me find the thing but, rather, keep me from jumping on the merry go round that speeds up in my head when frustrated. (I have even made a sort of shrine in a cigar box and whenever I take pictures of it, there are always orbs showing up in the picture. I can take pictures of the rest of the house but only get orbs around the shrine.

So. Angels. I'm now thinking that the winged things are being sent by my angels as well only I don't know WHY! 13 years in the library made me irritated with any unanswered questions. I want to know why and how and when and what color and all the rest. So what are the angels trying to tell me? Am I supposed to prepare myself for something and if so, what. Could they just send a note? Tie it to one of the winged things. I hate not knowing and what if I miss the whatever and not even recognize it? After all this buildup it would be a let down.

Still it is nice to know that the 'guys' are around. Good to know that I haven't chased them away with my constant needs.I hope they know how grateful I am for their constant care of me. I just wish I knew what it all meant.

Oh and the site is www.1111spiritguardians.com.